MYSTICAL-MUSE

it hurts to wake in the middle of the night crying. it hurts longing for you and your not there. it hurts when my heart beats so fast when I think of you. it hurts when I talk to you knowing that I'll have to say "till next time" all to soon. it hurts to tell you "I love you" knowing I'll never ever get the chance to be with you ever again. it hurts knowing your so far away. it hurts knowing that your sick and I can't hold you. it hurts knowing she has you and I don't. it hurts praying to god wanting things o change and knowing he'll never answer my prayer. it hurts to think how happy we were and could have been. it hurts to know that you were and still are my soul mate. it hurts....it hurts...it hurts!!!!! I love you so much I hurt!!